Hey wan, look. I'm sorry for being an asshole and all. Sorry for miss understanding and I'm sorry for saying those words to you. I know you know you hate me. Yah I can see that. Lately I've been emotional. I should have follow the flow. I talked to adults and counseling. They said it is too early. And this is all bullshits. They said that if you love somebody you really need to trust and believe in them. Don't rush. Love can't rush. And if she is worth waiting for, then wait. Or else go on with your life. They said fairy tales doesn't exist. But real life do. If you wanted to be happy, then work hard for it. Sometimes love waits for the right moment. And they said it sucks when you know something you've waited for crush down and disappear. Yes it is true. If fate that bring us together then Alhamdullilah. If not, just get your ass out of there. Don't waste something on someone who's not gonna be your's. Moreover, if you adore someone, just adore. Don't love them. Because you don't know if she loves you or not. They said that two years are too early. It's not that good. You just have to follow the flow and don't show it if you're angry or sad. Appreciate her. Love her. Be with her. She can't be forever yours'. One day the separation will come. If it's not divorce, it's death. Death is real and one day she'll be on God's side. For the time being be happy with her. Don't get on her nerve. Fall back when you're wrong. Apologise when it is your fault. Make her special and don't argue or fight on her very special day which is her birthday. Make her feel more alive. Give her some space. Women nowdays are independent and can live with their own. Give her time. Don't get mad when she's having period or bad day. Say something that makes her feel good. Or jokes. Be with her. Hold on to her. But don't let go when she's yours'. Don't be childish. You've reached at point where you can think. Don't force her. Now, you've reached puberty. There's a limit towards what you're doing with her. Ask her to wear tudung and cover her skins. Do shopping with her even though is embrassing or boring. Make a good use while you're with her. Don't lie. She hates it. Don't blast off. She thiks your ego is too high. Don't show your jealousy. She's with her friend. Don't fight over something stupid. She's just having fun. Therefore, if you really love her, just go with the flow. Be cool and be yourself. Be her BFF now. You never know that one day she text you or call you or say she loves you. So just go with the flow.
Wow, some friends of mine really knows how to handle things. Okay. Yah wan, I'm sorry that I acted like an asshole to you. I've such a jerk. I know. And I'm sorry. And yes I don't know and I don't have any idea what you've been thru. You just can't keep it to yourself. Share with somebody and I don't mind if it's not me. And Wan, you're always right. And I'm always wrong. Friends?