Since I first met you, I knew that you could be something. I waited for the right time. Since 2008 and 2009 I was waiting when are you going to be alone. And that time maybe I was fooling around with other girls. You were in love with other boys. Then I found the right moment. It was last year. December. But and that time you've said that you over me. I can't accept that. I called you that night. You said you move on. I was on my knees at that time. A bird told me that you were moving to my school. I was excited. Since the orintation I had my eyes all over you. You were with Ain and Hanis. You got into the Science Stream but I don't. I was in account. I then asked the counserling to changed into the science stream. I got in. But January was too early for us. I admit. Then on and on I got the chance of knowing you who you really are. You such a noble person, Wan. You are. I was changing from a rascal to a good guy. So do you. I needed the time to change. You done it with gracefulness even its not that grace. I know my ego is too much. Fyi, I havent felt like this for a year and a half. Thats why I have a high ego. I dont want to lose you. To me, you've been close. Too close yet so far. Ive confess to you for 5 times. Yet you still dont have the feelings. This love inside of me is too high. Maybe you are the missing part of a puzzle. Maybe you are who I care the most. Yes we need much time to know each other. But I got all the time I want to know you better. You're so nice. So sweet. You thought me how realities are. How to live a life. You are the savior when Im falling done. Aqilah, yes Ill sing use somebody by kings of leon tomorrow. You are just too precious. what is pass, is pass. Just like a star. Aqilah, Im not ready yet to lose you. I know ive done some many things that you makes you wanna leave. And for that Im sorry. You are the only one who knows. I hope you forgive me.
Fish, I really am true to you. I love you.