Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarokatu. A very good day to all.

Hi. It's been ages since I last post something. Been too lazy to update my blog. Sorry saying :P. Anyway, life is getting complicated every second. Since Mak & Abah went for their Haj early October, life has been a hell to me. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate everything around me. I do. And I do count my blessing. Moving on, here's what been happening for this whole time.

First and for most, I am struggling with all I can for SPM. As you all know, we are down to 9 days more to my biggest exam. I need the help I can get for me to be prepare for SPM. I've been skipping schools since Mak went for Haj. Everything is quiet hard for me to handle on my own. Adlin just finished her UPSR and she has all the excess to the Internet and whatsoever. Asyah on the other hand, well.. She's too manja lah. I know I know, I'm the eldest and should take care of my siblings, but the thing is it's hard for me. Not all can cope with their parents away. I'm doing all my best to do so. However, I've been taking advantages to those who's around me. I don't know why. Maybe I miss Mak so much. I need her badly to get me thru the days. But not to worry, she'll be back in a fortnight. InsyAllah.

Secondly, Syamil. Sayang :). I love you. I do. Tapi I nak minta maaf for the things I did. I marah you, kita argue a lot semua. I'm so sorry sayang. I didn't mean too. You're precious to me. I tahu sekarang ni pita banyak argue, banyak buat each other sakit hati, and I banyak kali buat you terluka. Baby I'm so sorry :(. I want you, okay? Let's stay strong, be strong. Remember that I love you.

That should be it for now. I don't have so much to say here. Will update asap. Goodnight peeps.